You are the one that I need
You know that I can still bleed

I remembered the first song we sang together.
It was cut me, mick. Just to piss off Mick. Haha
From that moment, Sephie picked me as the new replacement for Ken and Roxas.
Although we were no good without a good mic.

I remember the songs we recorded.
Rebecca. Tiff. Black and Blue. Pornotrance.

And the moment we sang for Lady Leidy.
It was in that moment.
I felt the real meaning of having a band.
It was the bond. Not just the music.
The friendship.

Although I feel happy that Sephie is going now.
But that's a little happiness. compared to this massive melancholy.

Haha. I remembered something again.
Chronic and Melancholy.

I will miss Spreadz.

Something tells me I've let my guard down too easily.
I'm counting weeks here. Days. Hours. Minutes.

Each passes with blades that remind me I feel pain.
And pain isn't something you ignore.

The last 3 songs we'll be recording includes 2 originals. and a cover.
Cracks in my armor. and Ready set, let go.
and Empty Apartment by Yellowcard